How are you? I hope you are always doing fine.I really miss your cooking. I’m really sad that you haven’t received most of my text messages. It says that I miss you a lot, and I am really hoping that you’re getting better. I want you to know that I love you and I’m trying to be the best mom just like you. I don’t know who erases my text messages for you but I hope you read the best messages i’ve sent. I always text you everyday, and hope you don’t get mad and think i forgot about you if some days you haven’t receive my messages. After Aud’s graduation and Dad’s retirement, I’m really looking forward on our family to be together again after 16 years of waiting. I know you will be happy because all of our plans are starting to work out fine. Hope me and Dad’s business work out well next year. Mom, if ever we see each other again I want to tell you I’m sorry for being such a hard headed person. For always making you mad and I promise to be your grandaughter’s best mom like you were mine. Don’t worry i won’t fight with Mikhael anymore. Thank you for trusting me to him, I did follow your advice and I did choose the best guy.
I finally wore that black dress you gave. I don’t like the way it suits my body because it is a tube topped dress but i still liked it. You protected me and fought for me well and Mom, I know I will be even more tougher from now on. I know you want me to be brave, like how you are when dad left to work overseas. Before you waved goodbye on the last day you saw me, I know you want me to be a big girl and try to make it on my own without you. I want to hug you tight then but I don’t want you to have a hard time going away. Thank you for the memories Mother, have a new safe journey.
Well anyways, hope you have a fun time there in heaven. Till then, see you soon and have a great time with God. As long as you understand everything I am, everything I do, I don’t have to explain myself to others. I miss you bigtime! :)